We had a great time in AZ! I miss my sister so much! If I think about it too much it makes me so sad. I love my family, but there is just something about being close to your sister that makes you feel... whole. When I was younger I guess I didn't think about it too much. She got married when I was 13, and that's just the way things were. But now, I so wish we were closer. You get used to being far away, but it's never easy. We are close, meaning we talk or txt a lot. But I wish we lived closer. Just to be able to go to her house whenever I want or go shopping or have lunch or dinner with her or just go over for coffee or just a chat. I felt more accepted and less self conscious when I was there than I have in such a long time. I can't even tell you. It felt so good. Ok well, I need to get back to work. I'm so glad God and my family accepts me just the way I am.

Thoughts

What a crazy week. I'm so excited about going to my sister's for a week. I have so much to do this week. I have a lot of packing to do. a lot of cleaning to do. A lot of work to get done! I can't wait! I'm a little nervous for the plane ride! Our plane leaves at 6:10a.m. that means we have to get up extremely early! I hope the kids do o.k. I think we will be bringing along pillows!
This is my first blog in a very long time. There are lots of thoughts swirling in my brain. I can't quite get everything organized and down. I so wish I was better at this. I guess I should get back to work anyway.