We had a great time in AZ! I miss my sister so much! If I think about it too much it makes me so sad. I love my family, but there is just something about being close to your sister that makes you feel... whole. When I was younger I guess I didn't think about it too much. She got married when I was 13, and that's just the way things were. But now, I so wish we were closer. You get used to being far away, but it's never easy. We are close, meaning we talk or txt a lot. But I wish we lived closer. Just to be able to go to her house whenever I want or go shopping or have lunch or dinner with her or just go over for coffee or just a chat. I felt more accepted and less self conscious when I was there than I have in such a long time. I can't even tell you. It felt so good. Ok well, I need to get back to work. I'm so glad God and my family accepts me just the way I am.